Owning My Authority as a Writer

Janet and Roger stand as opposing poles on the spectrum of writerly confidence in Penrose and Geisler’s “Reading and Writing without Authority.” I find myself gravitating towards Roger’s self-assurance—though this wasn’t always my reality.

Too often, society’s expectations loom large and cast long shadows over the words of BIPOC and queer authors. Janet’s hesitation feels all too familiar. Writing once felt like navigating a minefield while blindfolded, each step taken with uncertainty.

But here’s the kicker about authority in writing: it’s not a crown bestowed from on high. It’s a something you claim for yourself, often in defiance of those who’d rather keep you silenced. Through years of study and lived experiences, I’ve finally embraced the idea that my lived experiences and cultural identity are not just valid—they’re necessary in shaping my authority.

Like Roger, I’ve grown more comfortable owning my voice and drawing from my background. Whether I’m delving into the intersections of feminism and rhetoric or weaving personal narratives, I’ve learned to infuse my writing with authenticity and conviction. It’s been a journey of growing from hesitation to a confidence that mirrors a broader struggle many face in academic and professional communities.

As I continue to evolve as a writer and thinker, I strive to balance Roger’s analytical focus with Janet’s empathy and self-reflection. This synthesis allows me to engage critically with texts while remaining true to my own voice. Its in this delicate balance that I’ve found my ability to contribute meaningfully to academic discourse while staying rooted in my many identities.

Writing isn’t just about mastering or adhering to academic conventions. It’s about trusting your gut and valuing your perspective, especially when societal norms suggest otherwise. And that’s where I’ve found my power. I encourage the both the new and current generations of writers to embrace our complexities, challenge the status quo, and Owning My Authority as a Writerwrite with the confidence of someone who knows their perspectives and experiences matters.

Because, trust me, they do.